I don’t blame you, Gina and Andrea...(for the Hunt and Yarrell families)

I don't blame you on what happened to you. I look at the pictures of who you and your babies were and as you lie in your caskets and I know you cannot hear me.

But if you do, I, Wenona, don't blame you for what happened to you.

Society does. They don't understand your plight, your desparation. When you would look in your babies eyes and knew they were hungry, you had to feed your babies.

When you saw their feet and saw holes in their shoes, your heart would wrench and you determined to get them shoes.

When you almost evicted and had to come up with rent, you grew desperate. You wouldn't bring your babies to live in a shelter, Andrea. You working as a clerk in DCS saw what happened to mothers who couldn't properly house their babies; they'd lost them to the system. Undoubtedly, working for the state you didn't make a lot of money. I have worked for the state, too. The wages are laughable.

Yet, rent, utilities, gas, food, diapers, living expenses continue to rise. Your man is in jail and you gotta do what you gotta do. We don't choose who we fall in love with. You didn't know about his shady dealings until you had already given him your heart and your body...

Now, you gotta baby.

You had family that tried to look out for you. But they aren't rich; and you want to be independent. You see the strain it was on your family to keep helping you.

So your girl, Gina, came into your life. She was fun, down, cool. Like a sister. You guys look alike in the caskets as a matter of fact.

You both connect because you both were going through the same stages of life, with the same struggles.

Gina reassured you that no one would do anything because there were babies in the house. And she was smooth. Or so she thought....

Her only mistake was trusting that snake, Ronald. The one who pulled the trigger.

You guys underestimated this jigga.

You thought since he was ordained to preach in prison and fooled the judges and the system into letting him out, that he could be played.

Yes, you thought 'Surely, he used be a preacher. He won't hurt us. He won't miss this little stuff. He is forgiving. He is harmless.'

But you failed to realize that anyone is capable of anything. He had demons tormenting him, plaguing his mind, body and soul. They came back after he renounced his faith in God.

One thing is for sure....renounce your faith in the church. Renounce your faith in religion. They are both shaky and faulty, true that.

BUT NEVER RENOUNCE YOUR FAITH IN GOD!!!!

That was Ron's mistake. He renounced his faith in God, so God had to give him up to a reprobate mind. He had to let the demons torment him.

Torment him so until all lines between right and wrong were gone. Til he no longer has a conscious. Til he is driven by pure hatred and evil.....

Girls, you didn't know. You went to church as little girls. I believe one of you went to an Apostolic Church at one time. But life circumstances overtook you and you lost your faith. Got hooked up with the wrong jiggas...

Then left with those beautiful babies!


I understand. Trust me I do. I am a single mom out here in Post Katrina N.O. trying to make it.

I'm a be real. I had opportunity to deal like that. Of course, I was blind to what was going on around me. But when God shone the light, I couldn't.

I just couldn't promote a business that is in the business of doing things like what was done to you.

I want to provide for my kids, and I do believe God is Jehovan Jireh! He is a Provider!

But I see you and your precious babies in those caskets with tears in my eyes.

I hate what was done to you. To those babies. Ronald will be tormented longer, forever, if he does not repent.

But I suspect he wants to die. He cannot believe he has sunk so low.

Ladies, thank q!

Because you are speaking to thousands of young (and middle aged) poor women in this country....even from your graves!!!!!

To the families of these precious, I cannot imagine your pain. Your grief. Your anguish at this moment.

But I do hear their blood crying. I do know they are happy. TO that Dad, Andrea's dad, Andrea was a good girl. She didn't want to bother you anymore. She was so grateful you helped her and that angel. She just wanted to try to make it on her on.

To the family of Gina. I suspect you are Apostolic. I know you all had a homegoing service for her and that handsome prince she had. You all know what happens after death.

I pray you use their deaths to minister to the young people in your community.

Let's not forget Gina, Andrea, and little Jordan and Charlii.

To the govenment. Shame on you. You pay workers slave wages and expect them to be able to take care of their families! And act shocked that some of your employees have to resort to criminal activity to feed their families!

Then you claim to be an agency that looks out for children! For shame!

To the dealers. I know some of you just cold hearted and don't give a damn. Life means nothing to you, no matter the age. It is all about the benjamins, the high and the power.

There is a hell awaiting you after you live hell on earth...

But to those of you who deal because you feel like you have no other alterative....

You do!

Look?! That could be a picture of you and your loved ones being buried! Trust God to supply your needs. I address this in particular to single mothers!!!!!

To the churches. I am not impressed at who can shout the house down. I am not impressed at who can riff and run folks down the aisles. I am not impressed at the grand cathedrals that houses thousands every Sunday. I am not impressed at how many you baptize, get to speak in tongues, or ordain to preach. Ronald (the alleged killer) was ordained, too.

I AM impressed when I see you out in the community stopping senseless bull like this! No doubt within a five mile radius of this senseless tragedy there is megachurch, or at the very least a church, nearby.

Why have church and the church does not impact or affect the community?????????

Jesus left out of the synagogues to minister to the masses. This is a shame. We got all this power. When are we going to use it to help out people?

To the police in Indy. Thank you for being SO vigilant about bringing these folks to justice. I pray the justice system will be swift and harsh with their punishment to these young men.

Gina, Andrea, Jordan, and Charlii, I won't forget you. I will never forget the above pictures as long as I live.

Your living truly was not in vain!!!!!

God Bless!

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World AIDS Day!

My God!

He is so awesome! He is so amazing! He loves us so much!

I just praise God for His infinite, never ending mercies towards me.

Today is World AIDS Day.

And I am so awed by the handiwork and protection of God.

I pray for those who are being afflicted with HIV and AIDS. God is there for you and He does love you.

I don't why you have this. In all reality, I should be where you are. I gave my body out recklessly without restraint. Yes. I am admitting. Ever since my uncle took pictures of me naked at 11 and 12 years old and told me how beautiful I was, I always thought my worth was in how much I can project sexuality and sensuality.

He transmitted a strong spirit of perversion and lust in me. It is what drove me into the hotel rooms, lusting after men...and women.

It is what kept me in relationships I knew I needed to run from.

It is what had me seeking to do porn. God's Hand was in that and kept me from it.

But God kept me from diseases. I didn't do it and you know the negroes didn't care about me.

God cared.

So I don't know why I was spared, and you weren't.

I know people can live with HIV and AIDS. And I pray that those who are afflicted God will save, first and foremost, heal and deliver.

But I can tell you that even with the sores cropping up on your body. Even when you are so tired and every muscle in your body hurts.

Even when you feel like you are going to lose your mind.

Even when those around you reject you and are scared to be close or intimate with you.

Even though you are condemned by man and the church.

Know God is on your side. Even if you don't want God.

He wants YOU!!!!

He wants you to be saved, to be delivered, to be set free from homosexuality and perversion, promiscuity.

He has done it for others and He will do it for you.

God will keep you with the AIDS. With your HIV. With the sickness. With the low T-cell count.

With the pneumonia. With the cancer.

I have no answers as to why. I just know God loves you.

And I don't judge you. I apologize on the behalf of those in the church who handled you wrong, cuz they didn't know how to minister to your special needs.

I have even handled some wrong with HIV. But God is so good to me, and He has mandated on my life, to whom MUCH is given, MUCH is required.

I can't hold anyone responsible and anything over anyone when God has been so merciful to me.

And because He has been so merciful to me, I am obligated to extend that mercy to you.

To whom MUCH is given, MUCH is required!

Use your life to speak out against sexual perversion, lust, promiscuity and lack of knowledge about sexuality.

God is with you.

Be Blessed in Jesus' name

Where is the church???

Greetings to you!

I haven't posted anything 4 a minute. Just been really busy.

I have had this on my mind for a long time. And I would like to hear what you all think.

Where is the church?

I have been saved and in church for almost 20 years. I have seen some pretty incredible things, some glorious things. I have seen miracles performed, souls saved and delivered, bodies healed, storms turned around.

I have seen God do some awesome things!

And I regret to say that I have seen the worst of folks, church folks that is. I have seen lies, deception, perversion, agendas, foolishness, crime--you name it I have seen it.

It breaks my heart. I know we live in a wicked time. We live in the last days. And souls need to be saved.

But my greatest fear is to go and get a soul and bring them into something that would, as Jesus say, make them the twofold child of hell than they were in the clubs, or the crackhouse or on their knees in front of some man.

Yes, I said it.

My fear is that I would bring someone to church and they would be so happy, at first. They would be zealous for God and hungry for the things of God.

Then they get around religious spirits, deceptive spirits, wolves in sheeps clothing, rapist and perverts, homos in the church and meet the same stuff in the church that was in the world.

I wonder--God forgive me--if those souls are better off where they are? God can save and deliver anyone from anything.

It isn't God I doubt. It is man.

And the church is full of man. Flesh. I speak of not one particular church. I speak collectively, the B.O.C., or the Body of Christ.

People worship other folks, and fall when they fall. They doubt the reality of God when stinking rotten flesh fails. Flesh will fail, folks. Face it.

I DON'T CARE HOW ANOINTED THEY ARE....they are robed in flesh.

Someone said something to me that I will always carry with me.

This thing isn't about man, it is about God.

That is why I cling to no man, if he ain't my husband. No man!

Preachers are flesh, people. Look around, they are all messing up. Doing crazy things.

If your eyes are on me, or any other flesh, you will fail. You will fall. You will doubt God.

Don't do that.

Keep your eyes on Jesus. Because the church is jacked up. It is nowhere where it should be.

Religion, personal agendas, crazy folks, it is all in the church.

If you wanna be saved, stay at home and get to know God for yourself!

Pray, fast, read your Word. Shut folks out. Cuz they are crazy anyways!

Hear what God has to say.

God and the church are on two different planes....

Beware!!!!

Why stop at DELIVERANCE????

Greetings to you in the name of Jesus Christ!

God gave me a revelation a few weeks ago and I nearly drove off the road! It was that powerful!


With God ALL things are possible!!!

But the word God gave me was how there are so many churches that are opened up just based upon deliverance alone. People stop at deliverance. They get so caught up in deliverance, in healing, in prosperity. They don't realize that it doesn't end there.

When the Israelites were in bondage in Eygpt, it is safe to say they were not in the will of God. For many many years, they cried out to God for deliverance. He finally got tired of hearing His children being caught up in bondage that He sent a deliverer, Moses.

Now we all know what a mighty deliverance God wrought for the Israelites!

The signs and wonders that God manifested in that period of the Israelites was awesome!

The ten plagues, the parting of the Red Sea, His provision in the wilderness....

But how many of you know that the Red sea, the wilderness, the provision was not the end of what God intended for the Israelites!

But they got satisfied with the deliverance. With the signs and wonders. With lifting people up instead of the Promise.

Why did God deliver them? To get them to the Promise!!!!

To SAVE THEM!

But because they got satisfied with the signs and wonders and seeing God provide. With seeing Gods glory shine on Moses' face instead of getting in the glory for themselves so that THEIR faces can shine.

They got scared to enter in to what God had for them, so they sent Moses in to speak for them, intercede for them.

When God wanted THEM to enter in!

God gives us the PROMISE of salvation.

What promise?

No matter what a great deliverance God has wrought in your life, if you just stop there, you may be missing salvation. You may miss out on what God wants to do in you.

There was an end to why God delivered the Israelites. Not just so they can be comfortable, or they could go around strutting and braggin on the deliverance. Yes, glorify God for it.

He didn't deliver them so they can go out and start a ministry in the wilderness!!!!!

WOW! That would preach, y'all!

No.

Moses had a ministry in the wilderness. God's glory fell. His face shone with it.

God used Moses to do many things.

But as mightily as Moses was used, that wasn't then end of it. That wasn't the intention of God...just so a man could be lifted up.

That is part of the reason I believe God allowed Moses to die in the wilderness. Because folks started lifting him up and not lifting up God.

As many wonderful works God wrought in the wilderness, the Israelites still did what they wanted to do. They still whored after other gods. They still were rebellious and disobedient.

Even those in leadership were knuckle heads! Remember Aaron and Miriam? Aaron made other gods and Miriam leprosy.

Many died in the wilderness. Why?

No, not because of what we think. But because they all lost focus on what the whole thing was about which is God getting His people to the Promise.

They took 40 years to go somewhere I heard shouldnt have taken that long.

This is what can happen when we lift up flesh and not JESUS!


And they'd get to the promise not of deliverance, healing, prosperity, not even ministry...BUT SALVATION!!!!

God delivered the Israelites because God loves us. And it is His will that NONE would perish but that ALL would come to repentance.

And if He hadn't delivered them, they would have died out in Eygpt. And there would be no hope for salvation for any of us then.

No Israelites, no Jesus.

No Jesus, no salvation for us.

God has a plan.

If God has delivered you, yes, I encourage you to praise God for it. Be thankful.

But don't go start a ministry because you got a little tingle, a deliverance. You may not have the goods to help someone else....yet...

And you being presumptious and zealous and stepping out before God may cause the faith of someone else to be shipwrecked.

You don't want that blood on your hands....

Continue to seek God. Be sensitive to His voice and allow Him to continuously lead you into HIS plan for your life.

Trust me, it is much better than our plan...

His plan will bring salvation. Our plan will bring comfort.

His plan will lead unto eternal security. Our plan will ease our conscious temporarily.

Don't stop at deliverance. Go onto what God has ordained for you...which is ultimately your soul being SAVED!!!!!

Peace and love to you!